i'm wishing... i'm wondering... i'm poetry

i'm sitting wishing to be inspired...  wishing i could be creative with something at the moment.  maybe it's the feeling of being cooped up in my house against my will but who knows.  alls i knows is that i want to do something with myself at this very moment and nothing seems stimulating enough at the moment.  listening to all this great music and looking at some great art and nothing is making me feel like i could really do something artist and inspired...  :-P  ugh ugh ugh...  no car is a horrible way to live for sure...  i wanna play a metal show.........  i wanna get up onstage and totally rage out on the guitar while watching the kids beat the ever-loving piss outta each other.  just sounds like more fun than i could imagine right now.  maybe the old heavy after trust tunes for 45 min.  that would be exhilarating right now...  do a few guitar spins, a couple rock kicks and scream in peoples faces...  fun times...  ugh, i need something right at this moment!!!!  blah blah blah blah!!...!!!.......!!!!!.....!  ok, i'm done bitching.  oh, and btw, crushes are bullshit when it's a means to an end...

-justin