i'm so sick of being nice open and honest to people and getting no response to it. it makes me feel like all the correct upbringing and gritting my teeth when people are shitty and i'm still nice all for naught. it fucking pisses me off to no end and the only people that suffer for it are the people that actually listen to me and deal with my endless bitching and bad moods. i know, you're thinking well just shut up then and don't put them through it. well, this is my only other place of venting so here it is, fuckers. i'm sick of this world, and i'm sick of all the stupid shitty people in it. why the fuck am i such a nice person when i get shit upon at every turn???????? ugh... i'm just so frustrated with everything today. everything today has turned to shit when i touch it and i just want to goto sleep and wake up again tomorrow with a fresh start...
those of you who know me know i don't believe in anything that can't be controlled by anything but your own hand and mind. but please, pray, hope, cross your fingers, do whatever it is you do and hope for a change for me because i would rather die than go home and i don't wanna die just yet.
don't get freaked out, i'm just really frustrated and upset at this moment so i'm rambling...
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well all of that sounds like fun... hope things have gotten better in the past few days
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